Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Gathering of Thoughts

Pardon the rambling nature of this post - I have some ideas rattling around in my head, but a case of the flu keeps me from being my most eloquent.

First of all, I played with some textures for the above photo. What do you think?

I recently read my January 2009 horoscope and it says the coming month will be a good one for that creative endeavor I have been thinking about recently. Now I certainly don't start big projects on the whims of astrology, but I am a most fervent believer in signs and fate. So this forecast of my future, if you will, is encouraging.

Here we sit on the eve of a new year and being the sentimental writer that I am, I always take stock of what has been and what I hope will be. This was a very good year in many respects. My family and I are healthy and happy and employed which, in this financial climate, is no small thing. There were challenges this year, some I did not meet with as much resolve as I would liked. But I followed my instincts and never compromised my integrity, even if that made it harder for me to succeed in some ways. At the end of the day I could always sleep soundly. There were things I didn't get done this year that I should have: saved more and spent less, paid off those damn credit cards, lost that damn weight, etc. Things very similar to what others planned for, I'm sure. But tomorrow starts a brand new year, and I'm looking forward to taking another shot at my goals.

The most valuable thing I can take away from 2008 is the same thing I took away from every year before it: the lessons learned. I learned that it's sometimes better to be kind than to be right; that though my restless spirit feels I am not reaching my goals as fast I would like, I am, at this moment, right where I should be; and most importantly, what I want isn't always what I need and realizing that can make all the difference.

So, I wish you all a new year filled with everything you need, even if at this moment you don't know exactly what that is. Happy New Year, my friends.

4 comments:

Susannah said...

Happy new year to you! :)

sherry smyth said...

I love your list of lessons learned...we know in our hearts always the areas that can be improved; we know what we have to be grateful for. If we find a balance between the two and remain mindful we are at our very best. I always think when I end the day if I am happy with how it went; could I have done something differently...living each day as if it is the only one that matters...because in truth, it is.

Wishing you a very blessed year as you work towards goals and dreams.

stilllifeinbuenosaires said...

I like your comment that you sleep soundly at night, and that's most important. Well put.

Hope you get all you wish for this year.

Chris said...

Thank you. And you as well.